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erm...speechless.....

OMG!! ive a bunch of words to write act, there are lots of things burst out in my head just now, but now~~!! zzzzzz.... dunno what to write.. gosh really hate this.. *bang my head hardly on the wall again again*

Sorry for those readers and silent reader, i really aprreciate it~ thx also for all ur comments ^^~ ahaha my prev post was bout DEADline aite? but its seems my blog turn to be DEAD hehe..first ive no time to update.. busy busy2 hoho busybody ka? XD secondly, ive kinda completely forgot my gmail account.. hehe.. i shud thx to my brain coz it seems works hard enuf to remember my mail an pass huhu *muackss my brain*

Its been a year.. guesss what? yeah its a long time.. a lots of things happened some changes some remain the same..see~i didnt even knew my fren enganged, and its been month ady .. huhu i hope still sempat to congrate her.. Tahniah Ned!!!! nnty kawen jgn lupe jmpt tauuuuu~ ahaha mybe there were a few of them might be married ady which ive no idea at all.. Tahniah2 ye~ *completely separated from outside world o_O, am i?*

I think i will take some time to start blogging back.. coz, im forget how this blogger work ady TT_TT, *hate my self* im getting older, kept forget everything..and maybe no regularly update maybe twice a week,im pretty busy wif my real life pack ,tight, chocking's schedule haha .. but i still have time to play game tho XD, sometimes la ~♪♫ *whistling*..

I just want to say that im really2 grateful that i can open my blog again. Cos really miss it so damnn much~till next pose..


interlude: ignore this! how to edit this?~ omg everything so confusing~ is it this blogger's funcitons change? or is it just me so stupid ! drefefwffagyfgw ahaha

Kiss the Baby Sky

Im still in the process of learning tho~ so DONT EXPECT much from me...

Learning is a Continuous Process
Learning is an essential part of the creative process
so dont stop learning, learning and learning
ppl said even if you want to have a good relationships with ur friends or some1, you need to learn them too ....

so dont STOP learning....

Im in KOREA-ing Mood Right now! let Arashi rest in peace for a while
ahaha now I'm stalk on my DBSK *bling2X* i really miss them hahaha ^^

i was suddenly shuffle my play list and i heard one of my favourite songs ever for my entire life, ZUTTOOOO (am i sound unbelievable) ahaha believe me... then suddenly i felt so touched, T____________T /please, really missed them so much cos I m not so much updated with them lately, and HUGGGSSS So much to FEELA-chan cos always updated me with them, a big big HUGSSS for you *mmmuah* ahaha (P/S: don't get me wrong here, this just how i express my feelings towards my friends lately, hahaha) an d i'll snatch all of it from u later on /bwahaha. Im blissful cause i have a wonderful friends around me ARIGATOUUUU! minna \(^^)/

So, enjoy on3 of my fav songs ever, it was really really soothing, the lyric was very very KIREIIII .....T_______T /please

Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattandarou - DBSK

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wo zutto
Koko ni iru to omotetta noni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi
Doushitte kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattandarou
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba wakatteta noni
Mou todokanai

Hajimete deatta sono hikara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitanda
Amari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari

Doko ni iku nori mo isshou de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otonaninatte kita

Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wo zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni
Mou kaerenai

Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kireina sugata de kami sama ni negatteru kimi wo

Boku janai hito no tonari de
Shukufukusareteru sugata wo
Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou
Ano koro no bokura no koto
Mou modorenai
Kangaeta, kangaeta

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattandarou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wo zutto
Boku no yuko ni iru hazu datta
Sono mama ni

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba hanareteite mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikute mo
Sabishikutemo

*****

Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here
But you chose a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melted together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

For the day that holds a special meaning
For the day where we can stand with happy faces
For you looking beautiful while praying to god

Next to the person who is not me
There is the figure of someone truly blessed
So how am I supposed to see you off?

So why have I fallen for you?
We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You were supposed to be at my side (just like that)

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

Pagi yang gelap, kini sudah terang

Saya bercadang untuk menulis entri pada kali ini di dalam bahasa melayu, ini kerana saya rasa mungkin adalah eloklah kiranya saya berselang-seli menulis dalam dua bahasa yang berbeza. Kenapa? buat pengetahuan anda semua walaupun saya berbangsa melayu dan sepatunya fasih berbahasa melayu, saya juga akui yang bahasa melayu saya tidaklah begitu bagus. Mengapa saya kata tidak? Kalaulah bahasa melayu saya terlalu bagus mungkin saya sudah menjadi guru bahasa melayu sekarang ini ahahaha~

Pada sesiapa yang sedang membaca entri ini, anda dinasihatkan untuk membacanya dalam sebutan baku, ya! agar pembacaan anda dapat memberi impak yang lebih mendalam, lagi bagus kiranya anda membacanya dengan kuat!

Sebenarnya saya ada persoalan, terpulanglah pada anda hendak menjawabnya atau tidak. Sebenarnya lagi elok jikalau ada yang memberi respons, ini kerana dapatlah kita berkongsi dan bertukar-tukar pandangan dan pendapat. Soalannya berbunyi begini, pada waktu bilakah anda rasa waktu yang paling sesuai bagi anda untuk memperolehi idea-idea baru? eh adakah saya terlalu skema? ok lah bagi, korang rasalah pada waktu bila korang rasa, that is the moment for idea-idea akan muncul. maaf kalau mencampur adukkan bahasa di sini, bukan tujuan untuk memerli sesiapa tapi i lebih prefer Manglish hehehe~ Manglish adalah satu medium for me to improve my englsih actually, but still saya masih ingat akan bahasa jiwa bangsa saya. jangan risau..

ok berbalik pada persoalan saya tadi.. eh adakah ianya pelik? for me lah kan, the best time for me to make those idea-idea tu muncul ialah waktu tido.. really, tak percaya? yea, btul its really help me a lot, especially when it comes to programming matter, really you should try, tak taulah kalau x berkesan kat orang lain, ahahaha~ but dont do it when you are really tired and really need to sleep, dah memang sure, you all penat dah tak boleh nak berfikir ape2, the method very simple, before going to sleep tu, just think about that matter, at the same time try to find the solution, how? huhu susah sket nak explain camner tu. ahahah~ pandai2 sendirilah yer, kalau bernasib baek even before you really really fall asleep you dah dapat dah.... huhu saya bukan nak ajar ajaran songsang tapi kadang2 inilah caranya untuk saya mendapatkan idea2 baru... secara tidak sengaja. hahaha~ bayangkanlah berapa kali korang kena tido kalau idea2 tu still x dapat2 ahahah~

Apa yang penting anda perlu bermohon dan berdoa padaNya setaip kali lepas solat agar dikurniakan otak yang cerdas supaya anda bolehla berfikir, dan agar di permudahkan segala urusan harian hendaknya. Ingat! segala kemudahan, kesenangan adalah kurniaaNya, jgn sekali-kali lupa padaNya. (Peringatan buat diri saya juga)

Status: cuba menyiapakn portfolio, tapi mata tidak mengizinkan, nampaknye esok jela sambung ahahaha~

Procrastinate

Today is Wednesday! W.E.D.N.E.S.D.A.Y its been long time for me spelling a word since i was in kindergarten and primary school i guess. But still, up until now I'm not mastered the correct pronunciation of it yet, it was quite difficult thou when the first time i heard my Lect pronounce it in my ENG 103 class.. i don't know, the sound kinda weird for me, sometimes the sound just like an French language. hmm.. i don't know, it just something that was not similar to my pronunciation. (Well~my English pronunciation was bad after all), owh i wish i could hear every one's pronunciation of that word. So, i can pin point whoever have the correct pronunciation of it. By that you all will understand what i meant.

Actually today, I'm not going to bursting out the whole entry with this "WEDNESDAY" thingy, it just like I'm in the mid of boredom rite now. I have pile-up of work waiting for me to be settle down, but I'm out of ideas.... maximum dryness /blurr, i don't think i can't push any further anymore huhuu.. XD so instead of doing nothing, /dignose i think better i rambling here, i am in no mood actually even to blogging rite now, but i force myself, doing something wise instead of staring at YM, and reading all the status messagea over and over again~ untill i get a new status msg. hahaha XD. i m the worst person in the world. /wahaha.. did u ever did that too? so that make me less worst i guess.. hohoho

While eating my mom's luxurious sandwich, I'm writing this thing with no purpose just to keep my hand busy... Multitasking here. owh! great job yat! (talking with myself). First my plan was to watch my Fave TV Show in YouTube, but then Internet are so SLOW MELLOW, so i thought it will be great i could lay down and enjoy the TV Program and Movie offered by TV station, but then they could not mesmerize me... but i tried to enjoy it, owh seems unsuccessful... wonder,if there is something wrong with me today. NO! I'm perfectly healthy today, as usual... and FYI, i already watched GENG Movie yay!


I've watched with my friend during lunch hour today, a very great movie, you should watch it, no doubt! you, your family, and if you have kids.. they gonna love it. Do Support Malaysian Movie! I don't want to be a spoiler to story the details bout the movie here, go watch it by your self shoo shoo~~ Passhy Passhy~ ahaha XD Guess what? i think i gonna watch it again with my BFF next week /nobigdeal or maybe third time with my family, who knows?

Owh~ quite long entry huhuhu... i think i gonna stop here. since my stomuch growling so much, craving for food.. better i fulfill my stomuch's desire hehehe.




MOOD: @-) drained
Icon credit:Viridian

Love Letter

"45.5% of young Malaysians surveyed admit that they had at least sent a love letter through email once. "- youthsays.com

do text 'ing' via h/p can be counted as love letter ???
before i giving my opinion about this, do youth this day still write a love letter? really? do they?do you? woah~ *surprise* /shock

tell the truth i had none experience bout this.. but if ever get one.. /blush i mean through email.. hmm i kinda doubt about it, maybe some1 play prank of me /hmm ..ahaha i prefer if some1 express his feeling face to face.. more sincere, spontaneous, and more professional (can i say that?) ahaha~ come on la guys~ be gentleman, show your masculine nature..hehehe dont be shy /nobigdeal

So, my opinion towards this survey actually nothing awkward or wrong bout it, plus save budget, i mean , you dont need a paper, pen, no need to go to post office and etc... etc...same goes through email act.. both has pros and cons.. its all about IT nowdays, yeah nothing wrong bout it, as long as you happy :) but beware~ your love letter might be hacked or something... idk ..