owh~ im just too happy bout this thing but not so happy 'lah', and just feel i want to talk bout it here.i dont care what ppl will say.i dont care if they said i am so cocky bout it... i dont care if they said bad thing bout me.i just dont care~ go talk bad bout me..i dont care bcause you have mouth too, you ppl have right to speak up and i cant control your mouth and you free to do anything with your mouth.
but if you dont like my style, or something else that really annoy you, or something that i might done that really hurt you or etc etc plsss...do tell me PERSONALLY...slow talk, i am open minded..dont go spread to whole worlds, ahahah /XD but i do not mind bout it though, 'cause it shows that you are really concern bout me. Arigatou ne~ I'm really really sorry, it might be i did not noticed it or might be that just the way i am.and i am very sorry again.i have no intention to hurts others' feeling... hountoni hountouni gomen.
if my word is too harsh for you, im very very sorry again, im not a good at word though. sometimes ppl misunderstood me. idk..y? maybe my reaction towards what i spoke just not parallel? do i? idk.wonder..hehehe sometimes they got me wrong when i was joking they thought i was serious, and when i was serious they thought i was joking, especially for those who really really dont know me well =P thats why when you talking bout something sometimes, i gave you straight face~ XD i just dont have any idea how should i react towards it. im afraid that you get me wrong though =p sorry ne~ and it took times to get along with me. you cant judge me by knowing me for a month. really.. at least for a year, unless you are always by my side...hehehe
rarely for me to start the conversation first, especially around new ppl, i guesss 'cause i am thinking too much.... all the question mark niggled in my mind.. what if? how? and etc.. etc.. as the result there's nothing blurt out from my mouth in the end..hehehe i guess i spend too much time on my pc rather than hanging out with my friends. gomen~ but i do be talkative sometimes when i do get along with ppl, if its iritated, sorry again.
owh.. i rambling too much i guess....sorry, my head cant hold this too much... and it's better way for me to spread it here.gomen gomen..
moving on.
back to original story, two days ago i got a phone call. I seldom get a rang, but suddenly i did, and it was not from some1 i known *suprise *suprise *suprise, who might it be, can't remember well how the converstaions flow but, i was soooooo excited, /wahaha i got job offer from this company.
i just wanna scream that time, but thinking i was not at my home that time, then i just smileeeeeee a lot. huhuhu very very big smile though. ahahaha~ eventhough it just one yr contract with them, it much than enough for me hehehe. but then, all the happinness and excitement dissapeared when she said i am not eligble... uwaaaaa~/no 'cause i still not graduated yet. i still have my unfinished final project uwaaa uwaaa~ im not frustrated, im cool /floor... uwaaa~
but if you dont like my style, or something else that really annoy you, or something that i might done that really hurt you or etc etc plsss...do tell me PERSONALLY...slow talk, i am open minded..dont go spread to whole worlds, ahahah /XD but i do not mind bout it though, 'cause it shows that you are really concern bout me. Arigatou ne~ I'm really really sorry, it might be i did not noticed it or might be that just the way i am.and i am very sorry again.i have no intention to hurts others' feeling... hountoni hountouni gomen.
if my word is too harsh for you, im very very sorry again, im not a good at word though. sometimes ppl misunderstood me. idk..y? maybe my reaction towards what i spoke just not parallel? do i? idk.wonder..hehehe sometimes they got me wrong when i was joking they thought i was serious, and when i was serious they thought i was joking, especially for those who really really dont know me well =P thats why when you talking bout something sometimes, i gave you straight face~ XD i just dont have any idea how should i react towards it. im afraid that you get me wrong though =p sorry ne~ and it took times to get along with me. you cant judge me by knowing me for a month. really.. at least for a year, unless you are always by my side...hehehe
rarely for me to start the conversation first, especially around new ppl, i guesss 'cause i am thinking too much.... all the question mark niggled in my mind.. what if? how? and etc.. etc.. as the result there's nothing blurt out from my mouth in the end..hehehe i guess i spend too much time on my pc rather than hanging out with my friends. gomen~ but i do be talkative sometimes when i do get along with ppl, if its iritated, sorry again.
owh.. i rambling too much i guess....sorry, my head cant hold this too much... and it's better way for me to spread it here.gomen gomen..
moving on.
back to original story, two days ago i got a phone call. I seldom get a rang, but suddenly i did, and it was not from some1 i known *suprise *suprise *suprise, who might it be, can't remember well how the converstaions flow but, i was soooooo excited, /wahaha i got job offer from this company.
i just wanna scream that time, but thinking i was not at my home that time, then i just smileeeeeee a lot. huhuhu very very big smile though. ahahaha~ eventhough it just one yr contract with them, it much than enough for me hehehe. but then, all the happinness and excitement dissapeared when she said i am not eligble... uwaaaaa~/no 'cause i still not graduated yet. i still have my unfinished final project uwaaa uwaaa~ im not frustrated, im cool /floor... uwaaa~
hoping there will be luck next time, hoping that i still have an opportunity for that job after i graduate..hope..hope...
p/s i just realized that there were too much "sorry" in this post, woah~ sorry again if that annoying you. and sorry bout my poor english, im just an amatur, trying to improvizing it through this blogging thingy gomen ne~
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