Gibberish

its been a while i didnt write my entry in english thou. i had a feeling my vocab got rotten gradually...dush! i shud write in english more often from now on. *feeling determine*. hope so... teehee

since i fall in love with ...ernmmm wait.. i mean since ive nothing to ramble of, i prefer to write in malay. coz it looks more sincere n pure awsomness, *angkat2 kening*... plus im having this typo disease habit epecially in english.. (as you can see spelling ERROR like eeeeeeeverywhere) ....as the matter of fact GRAMMAR just too busy to be hang out with. so i less spend time with 'him' bwahahaha... that tht's reason im having time with MALAY more. sorry dude. next time, please be nice with me, and im pretty sure ill spare sometime with you.heh.

like now, english is very tempting whenever i want to talk gibberish.><"....meowww...

because it doesnt even matter whether GRAMMAR take part or not..since it is free style.oppa gagnam style my style. as long u and i understand....its not a big deal. 

the main point is, i just wanna make my eyes tired and goes to sleep... and hmm well  its just starting.. getting heavier n heavier.....ZZzzzZzzzzz

Cerita aku

Assalammualaikum w.b.t (:

Alhamdulillah
Setelah sekian lama menyepi
Aku bangkit dengan satu antropologi
Dalam satu dimensi
Yang aku sendiri pun tak pasti!

Ini cerita aku
Ikut suka aku
Tak Mahu tahu
Jangan tunggu
Blah la lu 
Eh, Boleh jalan dulu

Tapi bukan ini point aku
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Biar kan dulu
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To be kontiniu....

Shortcut

Now i officially announce that sunday is a day to update my blog hoho..

well refer, to my title there its about shorcut, but im no intention to tell you anyhting related to that.. ahahahah... suka hati aku lah kan, nak letak tajok ape pun kan kan?

urghh!!! stop bugging me!!!! (suddenly stupid ym's id keep bugging me!==, its a virussssss!! i dont have any idea, when and why it exist in my YM list!!!!. i already delete it, but it kept came back!!!.. have you exprience it? yeah! i bet!) harus... kan kan? opss iklan sekejap..

actually yeah ive some story that can be related to this shortcut, ataupun dalam erti kate lain jalan pintas..

*time ni aku berlari ke bawh. kene cuci pinggan mangkok.. mak da bebel~haish camne la pinggan tu leh ade lam sinki. rasenye tadi da basoh bagi abis. ==....ops iklan lagi.

oke! berbalik pada cerite tadi.. ermm pasal ape ek? (scroll up balek)....
Oh!! jalan pintas.. im not telling you how to get to a certain place in fastest way.. ahah telling you the truth im suck at remembering road. even kadang2 kat dalam taman umah sendiri pon boleh sesat ahahaha... how pethatic i am.. ahahaha... thats y ppl inventing GPS! thumbs up guys! you solve my problem.

if im not mistaken, it was two days ago! which is on Friday...yeahh friday!!..
i was no intention at all to look at that SPORT TOTO kedai. well its nearby my office. to be exact, just beside my office.. so i kept watching ppl going in/out from there. tak dinafikan mmg ramai la umat2 yg keluar masok dari situ... haish! orng melayu pon ade.!! islam x islam tu aku tak tau la.. tapi kalau da melayu.. mmg islam la kan! mende tu kan haram! H A R A M! ! tau x maksud haram tu ape? .. kalo tatau gi bukak kamus dewan. mengejar kesenangan dan kekayaan dgn menggunakn jln pintas. kalo kene no ekor tu pon, duet haram wo.. sanggupkah bagi anak bini makan duit haram? melainkan kalo mmg ko hidup sbatang kara.

well~ape yg aku nampak mase hari kejadian tuh. ade la sorang mamat ni... mmg smat gle.. umor dlm 30-an keluar dr kedai tu.. saje je aku perhatikan.. (aku kat dlm opis, cermin tinted, org luar mmg tak nampak la.. thats why la aku berani skodeng ahahhaha)kluar dari kedai tu dgn muke bersahaja... seolah2 baru kuar dari bank draw duet. dan tros meluru ke kerete...(walao!!!! kerete ko!!!! gle mewah~....tak tgk umah ko lagi.. well komfirm mewah gak... swimming pool siap bagai... tapiii sume kau gune duit haram!! tapi kalo ko gune duet haram .. tak berkat! seksa dunia mmg ko tanampak tapi sekso kubo? seksa akhirat? hah! pandai2 la ko jwb sendiri).

aku perhatikan balik kerete tu btol2~ OMG!!!! anak ngan bini die ade kat dlm tu. erk satu family pon bersubahat.. Astaghfirullah~ diorang pandang remeh je hal camni.. anak die kecik lagi.tp mak bapak pegi kedai no ekor bawak anak cam pegi kedai toys! masyrarkat!!! masyarakat!!! .. cam tu ke parents skrg nih mendidik anak2.!!! tunjukkan cth teladan yg tak baik pada ank2! tp bile anak2 kurang aja... mula lah slahkan org sume org! slah kan sume mende! salahkan mcm2...
padahal diri sendiri yg silap.arggh tak paham aku~

aku hanye mampu berdoa smoga aku dijauhkan dari mende2 camtu. dan smoga mereka2 diluar sane terbuka hati tok kembali ke jln yg benar. amin.

act kan, i was going to tell you what happen to my crochet. remember my previous post?
dah siapppp!!! my first handmade porch huhuhuhu tada......


well i admit its not perfect as it supposely to look. but hey!!!! i made it myself!!! (psstt i lie bit here huhu~ ummi (my sifu) was lendinng her hand on it too xP.. teheeee~ arigaotu ummi)

now i going fo my second poch... wish me luck! huhu.. till next post muahhx~

Entry merapu part 1

warning. to all readers! (ade ke yg bace blog ni? huhu)
well, entry ni berunsurkn luahan perasaan si penulis yang jiwanya agak kaco this couple week. beliau tatau nk luahkan kat siape krn takot luahan perasaan ini boleh membebankan pendengarnye..dan dikhuatiri akan muntah hijau dan keluar masok toilet 3 hari 3 malam non-stop. (serius je bunyi nye) sekiranye korang x sanggup menghadapi simptom2 seperti di ats,eloklah korang tekan butang "X" tuh. Islam itu mudah.♥~ tiada paksaan.

Seperti yg korang sume lihat title kat ats tu 'Part I'.kemungkinan tuk ade part 3, part 4, sparePart?? opps.. mebi adela kan. tu yg beliau ckp smpi leh muntah ijo tu...

Jam menunjukkn pukul 3 pagi. tapi mate si penulis ni masih sgar bugar. runsing. stress.wondering.thinking. depressed. well macam2 ade. da macam astro plak.esok nk g keje ni.tp si penulis tekad nk suh pembaca2nye munta ijo. (beliau prasan skali lg. ade ke, yg nk bace blog beliau?)

erm.. tetibe rase tatau nak tulis ape..well! thats me~! bile tade dpan pc.. macam2 idea dalam kpale otak ni. tup! tup!.. ble da bkk blog...zzzzzz... (cengkerik's sound) blank!! i hate this! i hate this! can i say it one more!! HATEEEE this !!!

.... after 1 hour later (aproximately)~

well lots thing happened at my office and myself too. do i have to hate ...my office? or just hate myself?(apelah yg beliau merapu ni). erm. before i told you the whole story, well.. technically i dun have enuf time to tell every details of it. but bare with me. im such worst storyteller, always skip the original one, and goes with my rambling (opsss! see! i start..ramble~) ok2... lets gets serious.. here.. erm~ now i can see... why my friends ambil endah x endah je ble si penulis cube untuk berkongsi masalh... sbb si penulis mmg suke merapu! gagaga serve me rite!

si penulis rase suasana di opis lain? or adekah penulis yg da berubah? erm.. die rasekan seolah2 dirinye terasing... adekah ini hanye prasan beliau.. semenjak beliau berpindah opis...(pindah? da dpt keje baru ke?) bukan! beliau maseh lagi membuat animation, cume berpindah ke bgunan baru, involve with new project... bukan x suke.. mmg x ske ponnn!! huhu. si penulis mmg nampak happy dari segi zahirnye.. tapi batinnye tiade sape pon yg tahu, hanya yang Maha Kuase dan dirinya saje yg tahu.

knape beliau kate x suke???! sebab nnti beliau kene stayback! dan beliau x ske..kerana beliau seorang perempuan! lebih2 lg perempuan tunggl di dlm family. elok ke beliau pulang lwat tiap2 mlm?tp beliau terpakse. ats urusan kerja.
kate orang keje itu pintu rezeki kte. kene buat keje ngn ikhlas baru duet gaji yg kte dpt tu berkat!. thats why beliau buat bersungguh2! eventhough x ske! nk tanye korang ni ea..if kte work in team! then one of our member team work harder and bit faster. in order to achieve the dateline and also to help others team members'. what you will say to those ppl?! adakah seperti ini.
"Ek eleh~ laju nye... rilek la...nk blagak la tuh buat laju2!".

ape yg anda fikir ble anda terdengr slh seorang teammate anda said like that!
well maybe die bergurau!.. but then, what if org tu sensitif like si penulis (well pompuan, mestilah sensitip)... seoalah2, beliau telah buat satu kesalahn yg besa di stu!. kesalahn besar ka? kalo kte perform dlm keja kite.salahkan kalo buat keje dgn cpat, supaya beliau tidak perlu stayback lame2 dan pulang ke rumah lewat2 malam!!...(penggunaan tanda seru yg bnyk di sini! ini menunujukkan prasan marah si penulis tidak dpt dbendung lg)

Pada beliau, org yang ckp seperti di atas tu.. memang sempit pemikirannye! tade teamwork spirit di situ! menjatohkn smgt org lain!. bajet bagoss!!!!!!! ..opps terlebey tande seru suda.kalo
nk diikotkan hati si penulis yg membara2 ni..macam nk cili2 je mulut die.. tp x bleh. anak org.
tp. penulis saba.. dan cube mempositifkan ayat di ats, dan menganggapnye satu compliment. Tq2. dan menggunakknnye sbg reverse psychology dan membuatkan beliau bersmgt tok buat kerja!. terima kasih skali lagi!

dan pada hakikatnye si penulis masih lagi mempunyai prasaan benci yg meluap2 terhdp org tersebut, tapiii.. siapalah si penulis ini tok membenci dan menilai org kerana beliau juga seorang manusia biase yg tak lekang daripada kesilapan dan kesalahan. jadi dgn terjadinye insiden sperti ini dptla mengingatkn diri beliau suapaya beliau tidak lupa untok muahsabah diri beliau. (pening plak ayat ni.. huhu buat2 paham je suda)

erm da pukul 4.30???tilam dan bantal sudah memanggil2 name si penulis..
nantikan part II ... asslammualaikum

Pagi yang gelap, kini sudah terang

Saya bercadang untuk menulis entri pada kali ini di dalam bahasa melayu, ini kerana saya rasa mungkin adalah eloklah kiranya saya berselang-seli menulis dalam dua bahasa yang berbeza. Kenapa? buat pengetahuan anda semua walaupun saya berbangsa melayu dan sepatunya fasih berbahasa melayu, saya juga akui yang bahasa melayu saya tidaklah begitu bagus. Mengapa saya kata tidak? Kalaulah bahasa melayu saya terlalu bagus mungkin saya sudah menjadi guru bahasa melayu sekarang ini ahahaha~

Pada sesiapa yang sedang membaca entri ini, anda dinasihatkan untuk membacanya dalam sebutan baku, ya! agar pembacaan anda dapat memberi impak yang lebih mendalam, lagi bagus kiranya anda membacanya dengan kuat!

Sebenarnya saya ada persoalan, terpulanglah pada anda hendak menjawabnya atau tidak. Sebenarnya lagi elok jikalau ada yang memberi respons, ini kerana dapatlah kita berkongsi dan bertukar-tukar pandangan dan pendapat. Soalannya berbunyi begini, pada waktu bilakah anda rasa waktu yang paling sesuai bagi anda untuk memperolehi idea-idea baru? eh adakah saya terlalu skema? ok lah bagi, korang rasalah pada waktu bila korang rasa, that is the moment for idea-idea akan muncul. maaf kalau mencampur adukkan bahasa di sini, bukan tujuan untuk memerli sesiapa tapi i lebih prefer Manglish hehehe~ Manglish adalah satu medium for me to improve my englsih actually, but still saya masih ingat akan bahasa jiwa bangsa saya. jangan risau..

ok berbalik pada persoalan saya tadi.. eh adakah ianya pelik? for me lah kan, the best time for me to make those idea-idea tu muncul ialah waktu tido.. really, tak percaya? yea, btul its really help me a lot, especially when it comes to programming matter, really you should try, tak taulah kalau x berkesan kat orang lain, ahahaha~ but dont do it when you are really tired and really need to sleep, dah memang sure, you all penat dah tak boleh nak berfikir ape2, the method very simple, before going to sleep tu, just think about that matter, at the same time try to find the solution, how? huhu susah sket nak explain camner tu. ahahah~ pandai2 sendirilah yer, kalau bernasib baek even before you really really fall asleep you dah dapat dah.... huhu saya bukan nak ajar ajaran songsang tapi kadang2 inilah caranya untuk saya mendapatkan idea2 baru... secara tidak sengaja. hahaha~ bayangkanlah berapa kali korang kena tido kalau idea2 tu still x dapat2 ahahah~

Apa yang penting anda perlu bermohon dan berdoa padaNya setaip kali lepas solat agar dikurniakan otak yang cerdas supaya anda bolehla berfikir, dan agar di permudahkan segala urusan harian hendaknya. Ingat! segala kemudahan, kesenangan adalah kurniaaNya, jgn sekali-kali lupa padaNya. (Peringatan buat diri saya juga)

Status: cuba menyiapakn portfolio, tapi mata tidak mengizinkan, nampaknye esok jela sambung ahahaha~

Procrastinate

Today is Wednesday! W.E.D.N.E.S.D.A.Y its been long time for me spelling a word since i was in kindergarten and primary school i guess. But still, up until now I'm not mastered the correct pronunciation of it yet, it was quite difficult thou when the first time i heard my Lect pronounce it in my ENG 103 class.. i don't know, the sound kinda weird for me, sometimes the sound just like an French language. hmm.. i don't know, it just something that was not similar to my pronunciation. (Well~my English pronunciation was bad after all), owh i wish i could hear every one's pronunciation of that word. So, i can pin point whoever have the correct pronunciation of it. By that you all will understand what i meant.

Actually today, I'm not going to bursting out the whole entry with this "WEDNESDAY" thingy, it just like I'm in the mid of boredom rite now. I have pile-up of work waiting for me to be settle down, but I'm out of ideas.... maximum dryness /blurr, i don't think i can't push any further anymore huhuu.. XD so instead of doing nothing, /dignose i think better i rambling here, i am in no mood actually even to blogging rite now, but i force myself, doing something wise instead of staring at YM, and reading all the status messagea over and over again~ untill i get a new status msg. hahaha XD. i m the worst person in the world. /wahaha.. did u ever did that too? so that make me less worst i guess.. hohoho

While eating my mom's luxurious sandwich, I'm writing this thing with no purpose just to keep my hand busy... Multitasking here. owh! great job yat! (talking with myself). First my plan was to watch my Fave TV Show in YouTube, but then Internet are so SLOW MELLOW, so i thought it will be great i could lay down and enjoy the TV Program and Movie offered by TV station, but then they could not mesmerize me... but i tried to enjoy it, owh seems unsuccessful... wonder,if there is something wrong with me today. NO! I'm perfectly healthy today, as usual... and FYI, i already watched GENG Movie yay!


I've watched with my friend during lunch hour today, a very great movie, you should watch it, no doubt! you, your family, and if you have kids.. they gonna love it. Do Support Malaysian Movie! I don't want to be a spoiler to story the details bout the movie here, go watch it by your self shoo shoo~~ Passhy Passhy~ ahaha XD Guess what? i think i gonna watch it again with my BFF next week /nobigdeal or maybe third time with my family, who knows?

Owh~ quite long entry huhuhu... i think i gonna stop here. since my stomuch growling so much, craving for food.. better i fulfill my stomuch's desire hehehe.




MOOD: @-) drained
Icon credit:Viridian

i have no ideas what title suited the best for this one...XD

Its 3 am in the morning~ really? but my eyes still wide-open, fresh... seriously i need to sleep rite now 'cause tomorrow need to wake up early~ need go to my uni, have something need to settle down, and i might sleep over my friend's home too but i didn't pack anything yet.... i just love doing last minute works, but then in the end when thing doesn't goes smoothly as i want, *emo semacam.... but usually my momlah yg always be the victim of my madness tu.. sorilah puan rahmah.

its all because the incident happened ptg tadilah ni.. i thought i just wanna take a short nap, since the TV program doesnt mesmerize me at all, (actually i watched my fav tv show that time : Musicbank at KBSWorld) and while wait for my download to complete which is still far faraway to end.. so i decided to take nap...but my eyes cant hold anymore nonetheless.. i fell asleep.. like sleeping beauty, beautyla sgt konon..

about 3 or maybe 4 hour later....

i woke up... *cricket sound* i was left alone at home...ahaha mcmlah x biasa tggl sorang2 kat umah....and there is some kind of feeling that was hard to explained by word, actually, i had this weird feeling whenever each time i woke up and there were nobodies around me.. some sort of..hhmm... do you know what i meant ..urgh..... that feeling... just don't like it

before i fell asleep, my dad still at home, doing his work...with his laptop... so i assumed my dad still there,but then i knew my dad need to picked up my mother... my brothers plak mmg always not at home...so..let it be

i looked my cellphone, got miss called from my friend miss feela, but i just ignored it ahahah /XD

sorry feela cause i knew i can ym you later on.. literally everynite we will have chit-chat thru ym plus i still in semi-conscious condition... suddenly my mom called me. she told me that feela called her to reach me.. but my mom tell her that i fell asleep that's why i could not picked the phone....

then, i ym her... ahaha ..omg i cant remember today conversation well... ahaha sorry~ but it was short chat today compare the others,if i chat with her pun, mostly ramble thingy,ahahahah~ ktorang mmg suke mengarut2 pun...

ahaha sorry, long post today i guess, i just want to kill the time actually~ usually i easily get tired and sleepy when i see many words... but lately its doesn't affected me at all, maybe that because i made reading all the blogs, LJs and all the Arashi-related stuff as a habit and it has changed it..owh thank you.. i love to read at last~ do i? hehe

Random Thought

owh~ im just too happy bout this thing but not so happy 'lah', and just feel i want to talk bout it here.i dont care what ppl will say.i dont care if they said i am so cocky bout it... i dont care if they said bad thing bout me.i just dont care~ go talk bad bout me..i dont care bcause you have mouth too, you ppl have right to speak up and i cant control your mouth and you free to do anything with your mouth.

but if you dont like my style, or something else that really annoy you, or something that i might done that really hurt you or etc etc plsss...do tell me PERSONALLY...slow talk, i am open minded..dont go spread to whole worlds, ahahah /XD but i do not mind bout it though, 'cause it shows that you are really concern bout me. Arigatou ne~ I'm really really sorry, it might be i did not noticed it or might be that just the way i am.and i am very sorry again.i have no intention to hurts others' feeling... hountoni hountouni gomen.

if my word is too harsh for you, im very very sorry again, im not a good at word though. sometimes ppl misunderstood me. idk..y? maybe my reaction towards what i spoke just not parallel? do i? idk.wonder..hehehe sometimes they got me wrong when i was joking they thought i was serious, and when i was serious they thought i was joking, especially for those who really really dont know me well =P thats why when you talking bout something sometimes, i gave you straight face~ XD i just dont have any idea how should i react towards it. im afraid that you get me wrong though =p sorry ne~ and it took times to get along with me. you cant judge me by knowing me for a month. really.. at least for a year, unless you are always by my side...hehehe

rarely for me to start the conversation first, especially around new ppl, i guesss 'cause i am thinking too much.... all the question mark niggled in my mind.. what if? how? and etc.. etc.. as the result there's nothing blurt out from my mouth in the end..hehehe i guess i spend too much time on my pc rather than hanging out with my friends. gomen~ but i do be talkative sometimes when i do get along with ppl, if its iritated, sorry again.

owh.. i rambling too much i guess....sorry, my head cant hold this too much... and it's better way for me to spread it here.gomen gomen..

moving on.

back to original story, two days ago i got a phone call. I seldom get a rang, but suddenly i did, and it was not from some1 i known *suprise *suprise *suprise, who might it be, can't remember well how the converstaions flow but, i was soooooo excited, /wahaha i got job offer from this company.

i just wanna scream that time, but thinking i was not at my home that time, then i just smileeeeeee a lot. huhuhu very very big smile though. ahahaha~ eventhough it just one yr contract with them, it much than enough for me hehehe. but then, all the happinness and excitement dissapeared when she said i am not eligble... uwaaaaa~/no 'cause i still not graduated yet. i still have my unfinished final project uwaaa uwaaa~ im not frustrated, im cool /floor... uwaaa~

hoping there will be luck next time, hoping that i still have an opportunity for that job after i graduate..hope..hope...

p/s i just realized that there were too much "sorry" in this post, woah~ sorry again if that annoying you. and sorry bout my poor english, im just an amatur, trying to improvizing it through this blogging thingy gomen ne~