Thursday, 12 March 2009

Time is running out!!

OMG~ I'm shivering rite now~ seriously, i wish can turn back the time...why? am I worried bout my SPM result? ahaha nope2 nope definitely, i already taken it bout 5 yrs ago... owh talking bout SPM result, wonder, how my cousin doing? hmmm

sorry, im in the midst of hectic, let me emphasize "SUPER HECTIC", i'm not so desperate, waddle to ask them their results and bla bla.. and that does not mean i don't even care bout them, that's because I'm not that nosy type person. but deep inside my heart i do WANT to know!!!!! so bear wif me, i don't care what result you get, getting a excellent result in SPM does not mean you will succeed in the future, believe it or not, I've seen many. not all but MOST of them. So, this is a reminder!!! Prepare yourself to face the reality afterwards..a REMINDER to me too!

I'm not jealous towards them who got an excellent result (*lie here ahaha) maybe a bit, but i really really jealous towards them who got much knowledge than me, yeah SUPER JEALOUS, i don't care if u r my friends, i am totally jealous but that does not mean i hate you, i still love you. huhuhu...

Ppl used to live with me might called me a NERD, a bookworm(especially in UNI), maybe cause i never heard any ahaha ~ i admit sometimes, cause i aim for the best among the best, the perfectness the reason of i am doing this is i aim for DL, why? why? to get cocky bout it? to get fame? nope definitely nope, i have set my mind from the beginning i step my foot into UNI world. The reason i want to excel so much is I DON'T WANT TO PAY ANY LOAN ahahaha~ i have prayed to get a scholarship before i enter UNI but I'm not qualified ahaha~ actually I've been called for scholarship interview, last minute called actually, and i didn't even wear a proper attire during that interview... ahahaha so that's why i am so determined to convert my loan into scholarship.

I am not so rich to pay all the loan back, that's why im sound so desperate, huhuhu.. Hey! you can use ur salary later on to pay the loan back! ppls might said like that, i have many responsibility when i finish my study, actually i already have my future plan, i don't want to waste my salary just to pay back the loan as long as i can avoid it, rite?How to avoid, graduate with flying colour.

That's why i am shivering rite now, struggling with my final project, only 1 month left. OMG...if i could, i want the best result for my fyp, i do hope i can get A for my FYP cause that's will determine my loan whether i able to convert it to scholarship or not. i do really hope~ Oh GOD ALMIGHTY I pray to YOU, hope everything go smoothly. AMIN.

2 comments:

bunny ;) said...

teeheee ;D arttt!!
nk tergolek2 sha gelak bace
psl study hard tuh. gahhaahaa.
the part "... I DONT WANT TO PAY ANY LOAN" muahah TRUEE! but sha pemalas T_T aaaa~ da la sara diri mara x dpt lagi. grrhhh~

Yatt Borhan said...

ahaha~ kalu leh sume nk free bwahaha leh ker?

apply mara ker? seb baek apply mara kalu apply PT**, ish dala sket interest tggi ahahaha~ shhht... shhtt. jgn bgtau orng kutuk PT** ni ahaha~